On (returning to) running
Years ago I wrote a poem that was published in one of those silly Who’s Who books of nameless high school teenagers. I composed it in my head as I wound my way through the rainy backroads of my sleepy Connecticut town.
Years later as I work in that familiar pavement-pounding rhthym, in a new town living a different life, the pattern of old habits return—…pound, pound, breath in….pound, pound breath out.
And suddenly words—the words that I thought I’d lost over the last few months—returned in a welcome rush.
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I feel it there.
Wedged between my heart and my stomach.
A hard place. Dark and cold.
A coiled snake lying in wait.
The day’s trials, the night’s monsters, waiting to lash out.
Watching.
But tonight I strike first.
The grey windy ribbon stretches before me and my legs find their familiar pattern.
With every breath the snake uncoils, watching warily, each scaly inch relaxing in time to pounding feet, slamming heart, deepest breath.
And with every turn, I know.
He’ll be there tomorrow, to guard his cavern of dark cold places,
and remind me why I run.


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